I have less than a week to come up with a description of my minithesis, and I have nothing in mind yet! So yes, my panic mode is starting up.. It’s not on yet, but getting there..
I texted 12 people today asking for their titles and anyone else’s that they know, which shows that I’m in desperate need for inspiration, unfortunately, only one person replied (thanks meli).. It is quite annoying that I have to worry about this during my holidays, but I guess I have no other choice. After all, I want my next few months to be filled with something I love. The fact that I’ll be doing my minithesis during those times means I must find a topic that interests me. A title that I have enough passion in, so that everytime I look at it, it can give me the courage and excitement to keep going, after each tear and failure..
God help me find that precious line..

October 4, 2008 at 11:05 am
Sist.. gimana sekarang??
liburan dah abis ni.. hehe..
don’t hit the panic button.. =]
i know you can do great things..
just keep trying..
ganbatte..
October 4, 2008 at 3:27 pm
haha, emang agak susah si benere untuk masuk ke panic mode.. but i really am in the dark, haven’t written a single word for the description.. lucky u don’t have to think bout it now..
October 5, 2008 at 7:26 am
Masalahnya adalah :
“Seharusnya kamu sudah mikirin hal ini smester-smester sebelumnya, bukannya mau deadline mikir gitu aja, nggak akan nemu penelitian yang seksi kalau buru-buru gitu. Yang ada adalah kamu mencari-cari suatu masalah yang sebenarnya nggak ada masalahnya”
*itu kata Miss Yola di kelas kolokium *
Aku rasa panic modemu memang sudah kamu tekan…
Hihihihihihihihii…
dan sekarang aku sudah berada dalam area itu